It has been too long...

The long winter has affected me spiritually and physically, so much that my desire to create and do all the things I normally enjoy doing on a regular basis almost impossible.

I was so affected by all that happened after Christmas 2012 until the first week in June that I failed to snap out of the depressive state I was in.  I was tired and worn out based on all that had to be done in the bigger shop and weighed down by so many day to day 'problems' which simply slowed everything down in the run up to getting the premises ready to function the way it was planned.

The planning permission took forever to come through and coupled with that, we moved out of the little shop which meant we had to inform as many of our customers as possible that we are now at the back, down the gravelled path.  Many of them thought we had gone and some could not find us.  We tried everything to secure their attention and awareness - bicycle decked with more flowers, bunches of balloons tied to the bike, black sign boards chalked with fancy writing, etc.

Amidst all that, we had British Gas demanding huge sums to be paid for gas which we have not used as we consistently gave them readings which showed almost no change in the figures (we only have a gas hob in the kitchen which we hardly use).  That was rather stressful, having to ring them on a weekly basis to explain the situation and they do not seem to register any of the information even though they claim the info is logged on computer and the telephone conversation is, "recorded for training purposes".

We also had a few big parties and photo-shoots which require numerous trips to London for site visits and carting around of props, vases and flowers which took the toll out of me!

I did a lot of things which have not much to do with floristry in the end and every bouquet and arrangement I created was done to save the day and to fulfil an order, not enjoyment or occupational satisfaction!

However, I managed in the end to remove myself from the shop and went home to Singapore for three weeks.  I saw my family and friends and somehow the sunny weather put some energy back into weakened body and spirit.  So glad I did that...

So here I am again, taking things slowly - still trying to sort out British Gas. 

In the pipeline, the café will open in a couple of weeks' time, the flower school will have a programme of workshops to satisfy the constant enquiries.

Wish me luck and drop by to say hello.  I need your support and encouragement.

Winter, Spring, Summer, Winter, all within days...

The last couple of months found me feeling hopeful, betrayed, seduced and then let down again and again. I am talking about the illusive weather! I believe we all need a holiday. Despite all attempts to keep positive. the energy in us is beginning to drain... Please, please, please. Let us have a bitof light and warmth. Sick of wearing those coats and scarves. I cannot wait to get to Nice again!

Photographing in poor light.

I have to do a few shots of my home to see if it is photo worthy for publication. Clearing the daily mess is one thing, making it look half decent is another and putting up with poor light due to the weather is definitely a dampener. Still I hope it looks interesting enough albeit with no flowers in sight, except for a few stems of hydrangeas and silk blossom. What do you think? I like the darkness of it all and I wish I learnt how to photograph in very low lighting. These are all taken with my Iphone which isn't ideal. Still, they seem to give a sense of evening bliss, when all is done and time to put one's feet up.

New Year, new style, new ideas.

With the new year comes a renewed energy and the determination to start again. At least, that's how I feel. The resolution to do better work, create more opportunities for expression and most of all to fulfil all the ideas which, owing to time constraints, could not be fully executed. Styling flowers to look natural is a hard feat to follow as no one can beat Mother Nature. However, it is possible to replicate the essence of it all if you look carefully at all around you. The bare branches waiting to sprout new growth, the bulbs all pushing their way through the ground to reach the light and the various silhouettes of the trees - like delicate coral - all add to the textures and mood of the moment, which in a word can be summed up as anticipation. Live the moment and do the things that inspire you today... let tomorrow be another adventure and most of all, be happy doing the things you love most. Live more, love more... be more!